Five I remember, it was the month october In a garage, I was standing scared and somber I could smell your breathing, and the pain your leaving So ashamed, I'm feeling And now I am left to fate For all the times I'd be losing my mind You molest and destroy just a five year old boy And you made me suffer, motherfucker Ripped my heart out It was so good I remember words that never left me For a scull of silver here's what you'd do for me If you tell, I'll kill you Rip the child out from you Wish that I could stop you Please god make this go away For all the times I'd be losing my mind You molest and destroy just a five year old boy And you made me suffer, motherfucker Ripped my heart out Innocence was lost And I feel it I can't take it I don't want it Anymore Was only five And I feel it Can't take it anymore For all the times I heard you Say in my goddamned mind Make it sooner if I suck you I'd make you suffer Make you suffer Motherfucker For all the times I'd be losing my mind You molest and destroy just a five year old boy And you made me suffer, motherfucker Ripped my heart out.. ...I was only five... ...five...