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And in spite of helping myself; 
I ruined my life and others. 
These intestines of mine 
moan when you walk out that door. 

I should have devoured you. 
I loved every moment with you. 
Every fucking word that whimpered out of your mouth. 
You didn't see the torment, because of the abuse. 

I should have devoured you that night. 
I tried to help you, 
I tried to fight. 
Everything i did you burned with your thoughts.