Decay of a life, filthy feelings flooding through the chest Coffee to wake up, drugs to numb Bite the bullet, is what you believe, you can bet you lose Misery of life, sucking all the garbage through the eyes A play to roll, stop to illusion A blessing in disguise, is what you believe, you can bet you lose Existential crisis, in the latent state until it vanishes Complaints of something that was never done Heart attack, deluded by fear that may be real Tik tak where it's always midnight We walk between rooms Walls that manifest our inner hell Neural degeneration is incredibly real The story so long, beautiful home sweet home Tell me about legs that hurt for doing nothing Tell me about a tired mind that doesn't create Tell me about hands that hurt by jerk off Tell me about laziness, only truth