I have lost - my own self Drug myself - run away Can't face the reason - can't face the blame Feeling myself - slipping away I'm - into reality No not me - out of reality Please drug me - fuck my reality Escape reality I don't know - what is wrong Feel my life - killing me Losing my head - losing control So I don't see - my reality I'm - into reality No not me - out of reality Please drug me - fuck my reality Escape reality - fuck my reality In my head screaming loud Need something - something hard Lose myself - once again Find myself - I run away Not me Can't be Why me Insanity Lost in dreams - senseless thought Drug my mind - So I don't see Can't stay straight - can't find me I am lost in my insanity Not me Can't be Why me Insanity Escape reality