Insomnia that bothers me every night Nightmare blames me Even closing eyes anytime I can not be understood by anyone I endure the tears with Loneliness In narrow room My wounds get very sore Buzz, anxiety I need medicine anytime But Fear does not go away Help me Overdoes Overdoes I can't stop dependence a drug Overdoes Someone please stop me Do not to treat gently Not enough White tablets calling me Every midnight With the one loneliness I want the one Salvation To vomit and eating I repeat Dancing and running It is so funny Bright Moon kill my emotion I'm crazy little blue bird Flying Overdoes Overdoes I can't stop dependence a drug Overdoes Someone help me or kill early morning Alone night I throw myself away Ineffective drug Shall you suicide with me? May you forgive I please Medicine, painful my heart and body anytime Killing me If this pain persists with your hands please, please Forever I want to see dreams a graceful dream I wish Can I sleep tonight? Did you take any medicine?