With every single word that you didn’t say
With every single second that slipped away
And every step that led me to astray,
Away from you
I only wish for things that I can’t control
To lose sight of everything I’ve know before
The paralyzing crush and the death of all
The ringing in my ears as I close the door
You’ve drained every drop
And you’re back for more
You can’t forgive and will show no remorse
Everything awaits for you
Hold on tight, your days are through
I only wish for things that I can’t control
To lose sight of it
Coz everything awaits for you
With every bit of faith that you took from me
With every single ideal that I couldn’t be
And every single time that you turned from me
I’m through with waiting on you
I’m caught between the things I cannot feel
The never ending doubts your touches kills
Reflection in your eyes that I will not still
I’m chasing open spaces you never clear
Just show yourself and let me disappear
I’m wasting with the fear of being real
