Sometimes he's a bit scared about his present state ; could this fit be nothing but an expression of death ? He dreams about his body on the floor ; here come the flies knocking at the carrion's door : "The cure, where's the cure ? Where are my tablets now ? The cure, where's the cure ? Without you I am lost !" Sometimes he doesn't care enough about the suffering ; too many pills somewhere on a bedside table still waiting for him… He seems to sleep but with wide open eyes. He needs some help, the blood is filling his mouth. I know you so well, you think you've been dead for years ; inside your head even time has disappeared ! "Lovely disease, just take your ease, but when you come to take me, please, sculpt my corpse like a masterpiece."