I know I'm worthless like the rest And your trust is just a test I fear what pain will come next I wish that I cared less I love to pretend that you love me That you love me, that you love me I love to pretend that you fuck me That you fuck me, that you fuck me I've been lost in a maze For about a thousand days Girl just look me in my face And tell me I'm okay Drowning in summer thoughts Not surprise feeling Sick to my stomatch for the emotions I hide I'm such a fucking failure I wanna die Rumors about me They mean less on my pride I don't wanna go to sleep Off of making all these track But I'm about to make scenes Over getting shitty sounding Never want a sleep beat I'm a matches I deserve all of this Why is this so hard to see..? Why is this so hard to see.. ? Yeah Why is this so hard to see..? I know I'm worthless like the rest And your trust is just a test I fear what pain will come next I wish that I cared less I love to pretend that you love me That you love me, that you love me I love to pretend that you fuck me That you fuck me, that you fuck me