Once before in a dream Reality it almost seemed Screaming I can't see, you finally got to me You know how to please me You know how to hurt me I let you do both I let you step on me If I'm seen then you're going to know Reality omits from inside my bones Slip through the cracks of the floor I don't want this anymore Not to held back from my core Not to waste my life I'll come and rise past you high And I'll smash you're face goodbye It's back to bitterness My hands clench emptiness A dead pool of violence It's back to bitterness It is gone; it's back to bitterness The blood rolls to my lips Once before, once again It is gone I'm losing that blissfulness