Searching For answers to where i am And how i got here It's all such a mystery Criss-crossed, This path led me through life And unto this moment I have remained unaware. I feel lost, Hate filling my blood With fire and carnage. I want to slaughter all!!! But this place is so serene. I feel calm I feel aware, And i wonder where i now am. Beautiful cold sunlight Filters through the leaves Ov this blackened wood. And happiness fills my mind Once more. . . .