There is a lake of dreams in me Where I see dawn and sadness Where I am trying to not submerge The pain does not satisfy me While cries and moans increase In my subconscious I want to end and wake up I want to hate you while I smile And I fight against myself to not do it I am proud of my lust My pleasure expressions surprise me While I look for an exit In this alternative reality Hate is a sweet scent Which flows freely in me I do not distinguish with clarity the reality I am tired of this false way Depressive lie that you call life Genetic code erased I feel it touching me inside I want to leave it Psycho-thought