Messy room around me Depression dressed the room I sleep in Something feels special When I dance to heavy metal My emotions have been locked away for so long Don’t know how to let them out I'm so lost, yeah I'm so lost, yeah Yeah Would you wake up next to me And let me be your everything Or not? Or am I nothing Belladonna of ecstasy We’re never more than history It kills me I feel like nothing Tell my heart to rewind You can’t relive or re-write Scary moments in time Depends what's in your mind My emotions have been locked away for so long Don’t know how to let them out I'm so lost yeah I'm so lost yeah Yeah Would you wake up next to me And let me be your everything Or not? Or am I nothing Belladonna of ecstasy We’re never more than history It kills me I feel like nothing Love is such a blur A lens that bends and curves A picture that allures, you in Re-enter the cure Confidence to procure A love that stings and burns, within Would you wake up next to me And let me be your everything Or not? Or am I nothing