Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better I'm over it I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear Letting another person get near The last of a heart that I have I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober I love being buzzed, I wish it was over I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder Even if I loved her I still wouldn't show her You only care for me when it's too late I don't want friends cause everybody's fake I'm already broken, so stop adding weight I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake Life is a bitch so fuck it I'm tired of all of the fuck shit I'll start not giving a fuck quick This life is nothing but tough shit You can't put me together I'm too far apart Black in my lungs & black in my heart Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start The knife in my back is so fucking sharp I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it 'Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it I'm a locked up, dying, low life I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right And the sunlight fucking so bright Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside I'm making a song, I'm up all night long This shit do more than you ever done For me so it's peace to most people I know Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go