I sit alone in my room nobody knows what I do I'm just so broken and bruised my friends notice it to If they could feel what I feel or take a stroll in my shoes Then they would understand but they just don't have a clue These dudes call me goof loser and make me mockery Cause I don't have a body like the guys on the soccer team When walkin' the halls I feel like everyone's watchin' me It bothers me so much resulting in loss of sleep I feel ugly that's why my wrist Has cut scars on every single bit of it I feel worthless so I wanna hurt this Joke of a body they say belongs in a circus It's not for attention it's more of an addiction I wish there was a medicine to rid me of this sickness I've been searchin' my purpose for a long time But something's tellin' me now that I'll be alright When you hurt hurt yourself on the outside Does it make you feel better on the inside? You said yes but you know that that's a damn lie It turns a tumbling rock into a land slide You said yes but you know that that's a damn lie It turns a tumbling rock into a land slide I wear long sleeve shirts in the summer time Cause I don't want anybody seein' my cut lines Even though I haven't done it in some time Every day a little more I'm learnin' to love my Self for me and block words they call me There are thousands like me I'm part of an army If you take a look around its rather alarming How many people are actually self-harming Don't you get it its deeper than sayin' don't do it Some days I wanna fade it's like I'm not human This is goin' out to everybody going through it I'll take your pain away and make it fade into the music Make art trade the blade for a pen I can see in your heart that you're a ten outa ten In all honesty promise me that never again Will you sever your skin you're so much better than this When you hurt hurt yourself on the outside Does it make you feel better on the inside? You said yes but you know that that's a damn lie It turns a tumbling rock into a land slide You said yes but you know that that's a damn lie It turns a tumbling rock into a land slide It's been couple months now since I stopped cuttin' It's been so long it feels like I've never done it Though I still have these scars that remind me of it My fam's proud I found a way to rise above it A combination of things made me wake up and think Take a look in the mirror and through my blade in the sink I tried out for the team might even make it this week I've got an appetite plus I'm gettin' plenty of sleep So what changed? Everybody's dying to know I was dyin' slow now I keep my eyes on the road I guess I just got sick of compromisin' my soul Now I want everyone else to realize that there's hope So if you're stuck in rut then I'm pulling you out I'll help lace up your gloves so you can knock out doubt And punch out pain start takin' control of your life The dark doesn't stand a chance when you're holdin' a light When you hurt hurt yourself on the outside Does it make you feel better on the inside? You said yes but you know that that's a damn lie It turns a tumbling rock into a land slide You said yes but you know that that's a damn lie It turns a tumbling rock into a land slide