Another fate, just another fear against Against my fucking chest I can’t speak, ‘cause I’m so fucking sick I’m so insane, do you think you’re safe? Is it just me or this is not the end? The only thing I learned was to run from consequences My self-destruction is my only love The only thing I learned was to run through consequences It’s hard to explain, this selfish hurt that I feel I really miss something that never existed And yes, I always knew this fucking shit So go ahead, go, go on and kill yourself, have you ever thought about it? Look at my face, can you feel my hate? Keep crawling back to pain, and try to find something in there I am everything you’ll never be Somewhere I’ll find out the taste of destiny Am I everything you hate to see? I’m just everything you always wanted to be The only thing I learned was to run from consequences My self-destruction is my only love The only thing I learned was to run through consequences It’s hard to explain, this selfish hurt that I feel Keep crawling back to pain, and try to find something in there Keep crawling back to pain, and try to find something in there Keep crawling back to pain, and try to find something in there The only thing I learned was to run from consequences My self-destruction is my only love The only thing I learned was to run through consequences It’s hard to explain, this selfish hurt that I feel The only thing you learned was to live with consequences My self-destruction is your only hope Inside of me I couldn’t see it all So I had to close my eyes, and let the silence fucking grow