swallow my lies. as i obscure my emotions. 
why must i contset myself. 
always against myself. embody another likeness. 
death of true spirit. reflection brings question. 
search for another. 
i'm sorry. if i can't feel. i'm sorry i'm not real. 
pour myself into a mold of you. 
grasped to fast. lost my reflection. 
why must i contest myself. 
always against myself. 
imitation gets so far. but it kills from within. 
i'm sorry if i can't feel. i'm sorry i'm not real. 
every time i think i'm right. i come out wrong. 
every time i think to myself. i'm against my self.