This is not what I thought it would be it's not what I need. I'm losing, I'm losing control today you're quiet, got nothing to say Muscles they tighten and constrict I hope i don't suffocate Hope i don't suffocate myself to death? This is not what i thought it would be It's not what i need It's not what i thought it would be It's not what i need. I need a touch, I need a strum I think maybe i need some help. It's not what i thought it would be It's not what i need It's not, no it's not what i need It's not what i need. It's not no it's not what i need It's not what i thought it would be.