A thousand tears I have shed A million hearts before my very eyes bled Broken down to my knees The Devil deaf to my merciful pleas CHORUS: Silver feathers torn to shreds Red blood upon my shoulder Down on my knees in the depths of hell God, have mercy on this fallen angel I lay me down to sleep The Devil has my soul forever to keep Freedom's dream is my vice But I don't know if I dare pay the price For what is freedom, But a way to weigh you down? A match to burning fire A cup of water when you drown? Three tender souls are the cost If I walk free their lives forever are lost Should I go or stay? I just don't know 'cause it's Hell either way How long in torture must I lie? By God, I wish to Hell that angels could die! God have mercy on me!