It's noise and silence It's waves of reckless quiet It's constant concerns coloring my sleep Will I ever be the same? Will I ever be the same? I'm lost in judgment Judging mostly myself I'm just afraid of what's ahead I don't even know which steps to take I will swim in a fateful sea Till I can hear and say a name I'll ride the wave I'll make the change But I don't feel prepared for this Could I live with such lament? Could I live with such lament? Could I live with such lament? I will swim in a fateful sea Till I can hear and say a name I'll ride the wave I'll make the change But I don't feel prepared for this Will I ever be the same? Will I ever be the same? Will I ever be the same? Will I ever be the same?