It's been a long time since I've felt anything And now when I can It's so overwhelming Makes me sick to my stomach Makes me sick as hell I don't feel so well I'd rather feel nothing at all Am I dead yet? It's all the same to me Am i dead yet? Cuz I can't tell anymore If I can't feel nothing, I can't get hurt But when it catches up it's gonna be a lot worse I've spent my life floating by Dissociating denying getting high I can flip my shit Or I can hit the switch Turn off my emotions Forget I exist Am i dead yet? Am i already a ghost?