I spend my time collecting oceans Watching each one come to its end Then drain it down to sweet emotion And lose myself in recompense I tried my best to show you a life To live or to let down And saved the words that held back good bye And complicated somehow Then I held onto you after twice And lost myself in the drought Good god I tried hard not to get out I felt myself break from your demands And quickly lost my will to fight Count my good fortune on the same hand That let us go into the light My patience calls, but you couldn't give a good godamn That you need too much Something different from the way I am