Tristesse

Beyond the Existence

Tristesse


I feel the weight of my life,
so many lies, 
so many sorrows
Sometimes, 
i wanna be far,far, 
beyond the existence
Beyond the existence

I'm so tired, 
shivering,
without powers 
to resist, 
to fight against 
my problems

Is like an eternal 
rain over my head…

Painful are my days, 
peace for me,(
is) just a dream
I just wanna be free, 
leave all 
that affliction behind,
all that suffering…
I just want 
to feel the smell of flowers,
to cultivate them, 
in a placid garden,
with a lake with waters 
like mirrors
so placid…

At the end of my life, f
inally,
i can feel the sun 
burning my skin
But is too late…