Don't ask me why Have you ever wondered why i always drive alone? Same reasons why i never pick up my phone I got these issues that you can't subscribe And i'm scared to talk to anyone for what they might prescribe These days i just try to keep to myself Well aware i've lost touch with everyone else I understand that i'm fading away I'd rather play dead than play catch up Because no one really cares all that much I can't keep having the same conversations I look to the floor to keep concentration Focused hard on every single word My nails are dug deep and my stomach hurts I am selfish it seems, but i'm trying my best to breathe Hoping you don't notice as i keep laughing