[Supachefm] I keep fighting I keep hiding all the pressure Hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras! Cut my ties Lye me on the stretcher Finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit I'm heaven sent Goes up my nose now I'm hella bent I show my ass cause my pants dont fit I lost my shit never making sense Why try When my heart is where my head is Blindsides The emotions and the feelings I find Never had a different angle I tried To break the cycle And shake the surface I told my parents why they never earned it You need a little bit of psycho to be perfect I spend my earnings You never earned it [Guardin] And I think that I Have got one too many things inside my mind I'm alone but you're here like all the time All the memories we shared never die This room is a chamber of sin Swallowing terror my nightmares will win I'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin My heart beat is steady but my skin is thin