I remember everything I went through in this life all times all feelings but terror is the worst of them I don't like living in a world where terror reigns and not the truth a world of distortions and disturbances where no one wants to receive wisdom knowledge people are interested in death and suffering a world where you cannot think or you become a victim of your own thinking a world where an expression turns a gun backfire a world where everyone thinks you're the worst in all they just want to put you down and then all that's left are the reflections I deserve a world of gold not of putrefaction and curse guilt and distortion if you sound cold know what i mean