Swordless king Rusty crown I do bring Myself down Pain won´t think Bleeding clown I impersonate my life Cannot quit Cannot hide go Gods commit Suicide Into the pit I threw my pride To look at me - it hurts I´m the one outside myself I´m the cancerful soul I´m the innocent stillborn one I´m the waste that was let out Take me to the edge of pain Erase the fear from my brain For being empty i feel no shane I´ve just done it to stay sane Hostile saint Pool of blood My soul did faint It starts to rot Was I meant? No, I was not To satisfy is hard