They sent me to rot in jail Should I be here? Within my love, I've found betrayal Should I be here? So I came home with a golden ring Should I be here? And found my girl and my best friend making love As I sit into the cold and I wait to get old I sing myself a lullaby for the day that never comes Yes, I killed him that filthy man Should I be here? Yes, I killed him and would do it again Should I be here? We were supposed to have kids one day Should I be here? But we can't, 'cause I'm afraid I shot him dead As I sit into the cold and I wait to get old I sing myself a lullaby for the day that never comes And I'll wait for the day that I'll be free to love again And as I'll walk through my green mile I'll walk alone but with a smile