I’ve been running out of different ways to past time The devils work is done by idol hands and I’ve been bored since last night Jump into the whip and start to drive like it’s may last ride Looking for a bridge where I can crash, see if I can fly Hit my head again the wall till I got black eyes Sitting on the sofa, drinking soda, watching plants die Stupid but I’m scared I might lose it and I can’t cry The devil smells the tears and he been chilling here don’t ask why The garbage can been full and Hella pizza boxes stacked high Hit the Ativan and now I’m anxious out my damn mind Got eighty grand and clothes and a couple chains and a rad life But all I’m really after was happiness money can’t buy Stressing every second to drop a record my fans like Puking from the pressure I’m throwing up like some gang signs Standing on the mountain that an average man can’t climb Waiting for an avalanche to landslide I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head I’m losing my mind and no one understands, woah And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end, woah And I’m running out of ways to fight the bad thoughts I can’t stop Cigarettes are filling up the empty cans and plant pots Try to keep my demons locked away with chains and padlock They found a way to break out of the cage and they won’t back off Everyday I call my parents, me, my mom and dad talk I tell them that I’m fine but it all changes when I hang up There’s whiskey in the cupboard I’ve been tryna keep my hands off It’s calling to me everyday like come on Tom let’s have shots Mansion’s in my head I hop the fence into the backyard Looking through the windows and all the rooms that my past tounts Filling up my laptop with last word and chat logs There’s ashes on my mattress cause I smoke until I crash hard Think I lost my mind, I’m tryna find it in these sad songs Following my footprints but the track stopped Fighting with the devil but he didn’t think I’d last long But I ain’t backing down I’mma stand strong I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head I’m losing my mind and no one understands, woah And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end, woah My mind is racing I’m going crazy I wanna hide in my bed I think that maybe Something can save me But I don’t know what that thing is I can’t sleep, I’m out of my head I’m losing my mind and no one understands, woah And I can’t breathe, I’m over the edge I’m dying inside, I’m afraid how this might end, woah