I've been lying to myself for a while now The truth just came and hit me here today I don't have it in me to tell you that I'm sorry Cause I'm afraid I'm not in certain ways All day I think of ways that I could tell you All those things I never could before All night I do those things that got me here without you I can't even fight it anymore I'm wide awake Sleeping through a dream come true I'm wide awake Sleeping through a dream come true I think it over and over Over and Over Wide awake Tonight I wish I had the guts to call you And tell you I can turn my life around Tonight I wanna call you and tell you I've missed you But tomorrow I'm afraid I'd let you down I'm wide awake Sleeping through a dream come true I'm wide awake Sleeping through a dream come true I think it over and over Over and Over Wide awake