My mind is heavy, I can't even think Lack of feeling peace, I want to find it The body walks slowly, as if weights were attached to my feet It's like walking backwards carrying a tree trunk I aim for the finish, but it feels like I just left the start I'm going backwards every moment, there's no way around it I want to get up I want to rise I want to go back I will get up I will walk this path I'll go, I'll go I will scream Come on Run Do not look Breathe Jump Run, run, run, run Things seem hard when I try to find myself Thoughts are the same, remembering what I must forget I don't want to remember The mind plays tricks I need to ignore It's hard, it's hard, I try to hold on The battle is two-way, I can't cross I need more strength, strength that your light gives me Come on Do not look Breathe Jump Run, run, run, run Things seem hard when I try to find myself Thoughts are the same, remembering what I must forget I don't want to remember The mind plays tricks I need to ignore It's hard, it's hard, I try to hold on The battle is two-way, I can't cross I need more strength, strength that your light gives me My mind is heavy, I can't even think Lack of feeling peace, I want to find it The body walks slowly, as if weights were attached to my feet It's like walking backwards carrying a tree trunk I aim for the finish, but it feels like I just left the start I'm going backwards every moment, there's no way around it I want to get up I want to rise I want to go back I will get up I will walk this path I'll go, I'll go I will scream I will scream