It’s a full moon tonight and so I’m running wild The anticipation of actually feeling real makes me so very sick and tired They took a picture of me holding a daisy And they put it in the newspaper But machines can be so very judgemental And I’m not sure if I’m strong enough You don’t know what I’ve done I killed myself when I was young When I was young You don’t know what I’ve done I killed myself when I was young I try and explain myself but all that comes out is distortion I suspect that’s where all of these awful, awful dreams are coming from But all of this is no less real than religion And I’m quite certain the devil lives in heaven And Peter Pan wants to grow and be a man And I wish all the wolves weren’t disguised as lambs You don’t know what I’ve done I killed myself when I was young When I was young You don’t know what I’ve done I killed myself when I was young I disguised myself as myself But what I wish for you to perceive me as I’m not dead just an absence of life And I’ve never been the type to think twice I am the perfect hero of hamlet and ratio, but I don’t belong to you anymore And if you keep me nailed to the floor Oh I’m gonna break down every fucking door You don’t know what I’ve done I killed myself when I was young When I was young You don’t know what I’ve done I killed myself when I was young When I was young, oh When I was young When I was young