I made, too many mistakes this week I'm drowning I've had, too many bad days this year stopped counting (mm) And you think that by now I'd had learnt my lesson To take a backseat To count my blessings, but I'm running too late, I can't slow down for shit I'm way too drunk for my own, not listening, bitchin' Throw all the things I'm so indifferent to I know it's a waste of my energy I can't help it, it was running out of time or whatever see I'm Ready for quick conclusions, foolish Acting like I just flew in so damn new Can somebody redirect my energy, what's it even meant to be I'm alive, thank God for everything I won't cry no more, about the things that I cannot change I won't be the same, put it on my name It's different, I'm different I'm alive, thank God for everything I won't cry no more, about the things that I cannot change I won't be the same, put it on my name It's different, I'm different for today, yeah, yeah, yeah (I'm alive thank God for everything I won't cry not more about the things) I'm different for today (I'm alive thank God for everything I won't cry not more about the things, yeah, yeah) (I'm alive thank God for everything I won't cry not more about the things) I'm different, I'm different Things that I cannot change I won't be the same put it on my name It's different I'm different for today