All I know is I hate being in a place like this My stomach feels uneasy I should be scrambling to get back to work But instead I'm lost within my thinking I try so hard to believe that beyond The pits of gray and black There's something strong, everlasting I try so hard to ignore every tug But I swear something claws, Ravages and bites inside me But I hope that when I do Fall on my face and break my back That she will hold me and understand That I need extra love and tenderness That's my cure I know that her love is all I need To bring me back to health Kiss me sweetly I shouldn't apologize for who I am This is very much a part of me as well Do you want passion? Well, there is a price that comes with intense emotion But I'd rather be alive and dead than be inbetween Honestly, I am sorry for being like this But know, all I need is your love