You watch me drink away the day With each breath I become numb To the voices that are haunting me You are my drug I’m so alone I’m giving up A broken records all I’ve got To remind me of the mess you left when I was lost Out of the darkness, I will rise Chasing my demons till I die I will always be a victim while you're still alive Out of the shadows, we will fight Run from the ashes take my life Back to a place that I can start to take a breath again You’ve seen my story all before I build my walls to hide the loss I can’t pretend that I can love myself it’s who I am I’m so alone I’m giving up A broken records all I’ve got To remind me of the mess you left when I was lost This is my awakening to change my life