Dancing with the demons I succumb to the heavy mind. Celebrations of thine deceiving my sanity. O behold what glamorous joy to survive these threatening times when dignity swalloweth away - yet hath swallow'd unto the endless grounds. Betray did these grounds me as thou did'st betray creatures that liken me, creatures that are afraid. Pain, wrath, hatred and lust yet I felt when thou hast not ever seen what pride shall be. Art thou betray'd thyselves through not beholding what existéd in deed? Still thou art slaves asleep eternal. Still waken I am resting in sore and frightening pain. O behold what glamorous joy to survive these threatening times when dignity swalloweth away - yet hath swallow'd unto the endless grounds. These grounds are my homestead when I suffer these times. Such infinite splendour may I entitle my asylum; though yet I found not the path to the other place where I might stand amongst those who cannot be enslaved - not even enslaved by these grounds...