I can never take a rest Because nothing I can be is real when it comes time to express it's something I can only feel cause I know I can never be the same I'm blamed for being controlled and nothing I can say can explain me Why would I be blamed for holding you up to the sky? I'm left here to be claimed, I'm just left to fucking die When all is said and done I'm still the only one that has to live with me No one ever gave me shit to make me feel like I could stand they just kept pulling on my strings and pretending to understand