When will you understand? When will you grasp it? With thoughts like these You might just end up in a casket It's like a poison inside my mind Reborn from the fear of these scars I choose to hide Wake up to the pain Sleepwalk through the day The voices remain And they're all here to stay I'm my worst enemy Saying I'll be fine only hurts me In spite of what you see I've shackled myself up And lost the key Well, I will break the chains And put back all the pieces of my heart Death keeps knocking at my door I haven't answered it yet It's just this front that you see And it's the pain you forget Down down, down down Down down, down until you're underground Don't give me the chance to bury you now Under their microscopes They stick their needles, there's still no hope A diagnosis that doesn't exist Here lies a man That wouldn't be missed for shit I feel like I'm about to choke On all the words I never spoke I can't let regret Get to my head