In my thoughts - a lot of insecurity, fear I'm afraid to understand myself Love n' hate - thoughts n' dreams In the loneliness of the never found peace The equilibrium drown in to the sea Over my grave only withered flowers The autumn wind sings for me The white death takes my hand A gruesome smile bears over my lips Don't cry for me - cause I'm not crying for you Alone with loneliness Alone with sadness Alone with my dark side