not fiction but not the truth is how i got to talk to you be careful cuz words can weigh more than meanings on how you take 'em cuz if i gave you everything i got it'd level you flat, have to scrape you off the pavement its hard enough just keepin it inside why do you think i'm sick all the time? cuz i scare myself sometimes, oh jonny why you got to be that way cuz i scare myself sometimes, oh jonny just say what you got to say not fiction but not the truth is how i tone it down for you cuz i dont need the feds after me for sayin shit i didnt mean you know the weather, no you don't half my shit goes straight to the vault the other half are the songs you hear havent been honest, just wanna make that clear cuz i scare myself sometimes, oh jonny why you got to be so sick oh jonny don't scare me, but oh jonny lets all see that brain