Thinking back to some Fridays where I was far out but you were in close Turnt up my brain Friday and I could see your disappointment with my eyes closed But I choked down another shot Meanwhile a young man glocked With some brown skin and some rough hair on the wrong end of a tough spot I'm qualified and irregular Understand they call me David in the street Or maybe Peter, I'm uncertain, I just know I let the pressure get the best of me The best of me He has yet to see cause of the fear I have of looking out of place Distant like I'm on another planet and I know for certain He could see to space I run away, I change my number often, turn my back but thankfully you never do I fall and I fail You always prevail Honestly, that's why I'm looking up to you I'm too messed up and too flawed Too held down by these scars Yo, I'll run to and from the Sun for you but I many not make it that far Oh no, no (oh, yeah, oh, yeah, oh, yeah) Oh no, no (oh, yeah, oh, yeah, oh, yeah) Oh no, no Okay listen as of late man I've been going through it ooh And my trust issues startin' to show, too I'm cut deep but I hide it well Lord but here right now I let you in the wound Inside the room I can't feel your hands I'm out of touch and I'm out of plans Independence is my greatest trait, but talk it spiritually and it's my biggest cancer, it's deep (deep, deep, deep) Standing in the need Father, can you see me? Living in the middle where the grey and I bleed All this hurt that I hold makes chasing you half-heartedly honestly feel oh so heavy like a Chevy Totally surrender, I'm ready Let's cut to the chase You're a bank a machete You're the light in the dark in my dreams like I'm Freddie Oh, my God I have some flaws But you making use of me An anomaly whose gotten comfortable What you're running for is what you're saying to me I'm a soldier on the front lines You ain't build me tough so I can run and hide, yo I can't Gotta go hard in the paint till I feel like walking on the inside On the outside of your thin lines I'm a brain cell in the bigger mind I'ma keep kicking till I can't fight or I'm outta life or I run out of time I'm only crying for the cause And I always fight for my dogs I stake down ten toes, I'm a real friend when it comes to my God, yeah Tonight I let it all go I relinquish all control Yeah, I give you my soul Yeah, you can have it all Don't deserve it but you give it daily (you give it daily) Where would I be if you hadn't saved me? (Where would I be without you?) I fall, you're always there to break it So I take it Never stop, keep on showing me your mecry Mercy, mercy, oh your mercy Mercy, mercy, oh your mercy Mercy, mercy, oh your mercy Mercy, oh your mercy