If I could only see Into the future I wonder if I'd still be A self-made loser Some say that life's not fair I'm still not certain Ask me if you're still there Holding on to me when I'm forty-three Am I anywhere I must be somewhere Invest my life with dividends Cashing out my friends Hold your breath tomorrow Here comes the end Still chewing on the bones Of yesterday's headlines Undressed and on the phone I'm watching Dateline It seems with deeper joy Comes deeper sorrow The purging of the boy Still inside of me, tell me can you see Am I anywhere I must be somewhere Invest my life with dividends Cashing out my friends Hold your breath tomorrow Here comes the end