Words that never surface actions that never spoke I'm getting tired of holding back how often do I bite my tongue show you more consideration it's time to try not to let it slack these days have bled one into another your actions have led me into confusion these days go by one into another and now I try to stop your illusions it feels so good inside to take back all the control I can't afford to give it away this time I won't listen you won't persuade me with something you have to say if happiness is state of mind then I'm heading for the border the state I'm in right now gives me no sense of order so today I decide to put myself at number one you won't see me walk away you'll see me run.