A solitude and oh I sit Slow Some seize with our words for sales And there's greed That's always behind And I can not recall knowing what we find or what is planned I'd hoped that its nice or better then this But everything is so beautiful and nothing hurts I tell myself but I am so alone and so scared and so anger less But I must carry on towards his rise in hands Through the waves and oh so fragile hands So there Oh just like my own and I can not recall Knowing what we'd find Though we'd have the love We heard that its not sure or better than this And everything is so beautiful and I think it hurts I tell myself but Everything is beautiful and nothing hurts I tell myself But they're forsaken of anything and these plans cause I'm scared and alone and I'm seeing a doorway For my life To be more then a point on a wake lost Its bones I can't bare