I've seen the death so close to me This dazzling light was battering me And I knew my life was fading away I've felt the sins of humanity Cryptical intentions whispering bitterly And I knew my life was fading away All their appearances are disgusting me Don't feel there's an end beyond that way Life ain't a game as some would say You feel humiliated you look like me I see indecent gates always closed on me My life is my life and that is my fate Prisoner of an haunted mind I'll wait for my God to set me free And I know there's only one way Sometimes I let myself to think I'm pleased To live that life I did not ask to live Sometimes I'm scared to think that way