i hate myself now. looks like you've drawn me in a new receiver pulling my strings again. i hate myself now. standing in front of you a new deceiver maybe it's time i blew cuz it's so hard trying to say the things i'm wanting to say a little lie gets in the way of such a pretty day i never wanted anyone else adored. you never wanted my drunk friends on your floor. i hate myself now, standing in front of you ..a new deceiver maybe it's time i blew. chorus i hate myself now. looks like you've drawn me in