there was no sky tonight, no borders for heaven or hell they said a gorgeous girl was staring, but I could barely tell so lets get more drinks and hope they let us in our bodies will be old computer screens, vacant and never used again but I am not fooling anyone no I am not fooling anyone with this slow motion getaway but I have run out of reasons to stay I am staring at the ground, I speak but nothing comes out I scream but there is no sound every night is a plane crash, every battle with god I have lost. no, I was born with this pain, and it has not gone away, no matter how much Ive prayed and I have tried to make do, and to hide from the truth but its just no use I was blessed with a hole in my belly where nothing will fit girls with too much lipstick, Jack Daniels and cigarettes and I thought if I could just fall in love once, maybe it would stick but I quit I quit I quit I quit I quit.