Do you remember what I said The night that I just spilled my soul? I told you things about myself Things that no one else should know You see the thoughts behind my eyes You try to ask but you want pride I feel the same but we don't speak You cannot make up your mind It's always some form of excuse There's nothing left for me to prove I'm tryna hold on cause I know I hate to lose What happened to the one I loved? Was it changing me not strong enough? Was there something else? Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Is there someone new? I can't get through to you I can't get out of my head Time with you is what I dread When it's you and me, apparently I don't seem to faze you So I chase you Just to be shot down and never break through All these fucked up restless nights Always hung my sleepless mind Only trying to survive But you won't even look me in my eyes Always some form of excuse There's nothing left for me to prove I'm tryna hold on but I know I need to lose What happened to the one I loved? Was it changing me not strong enough? Was there something else? Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Is there someone new? I can't get through to you I tried to think out loud And with every sound, she breaks With a shattered soul, she was a black hole in our own space Even in our own space What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Was there something else? Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not strong enough? Is it something else? I can't get through to you What happened to the one I loved? Was it changing me not strong enough? Was there something else? Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Is there someone new? I can't get through to you What happened to the one I loved? Was it changing me not strong enough? Was it something else? Cause I tried my best What happened to the one I loved? Was the sober me not good enough? Is there someone new? I can't get through to you Is there someone new? I can't get through to you