Hell it was crystal clear Why you left me standing here But the wake you left behind It's got me swimming every night And I've got god on my side For the first time in my life I feel the rising of the sea, the waves keep crashing at my feet He's sent a flood to set me free I never knew how much it hurt But they say you have to learn If you're gonna write at all You won't know you're flying till you fall And my foods been tasting plain And the sky don't look the same How'd she take that away? Left me here in such a state, turned the blue I saw to grey It's never like the fights on the tv shows It goes down, in real life, so bad you're walkin' home Now I know, what it means to be alone Harder than your heart of stone, you don't want this heart of gold No you don't want this heart at all I guess I better write this down, so I know my way around And I can finally ask you how, you could stand and watch me drown I'll say the things I'm thinking now