Dedication weighs a ton When it's sinking in my hidden hunch Modern day renaissance Procrastinate with no response Anxious irrelevance I’m laughing at my own expense Response ingenuous I got nobody left to blame but myself For it's natural instinct to act defensive When you're a problematic subject Dramatized in the public eye Nation wide mortified by the slightest fright Rightwing driving through the night With a mind shield, windmill cable tied to my Anxious irrelevance I’m laughing at my own expense My conscience irreverent I'm coming to terms with my ignorance Anxious irrelevance, this old rickety bridge burnt to a crisp Response ingenuous, my arrogance is so petulant I'm sending out a bad precedent What am I proving, constantly losing, honor is bruising Natural instinct to act defensive When you're a problematic subject Kiss your crucifix Struggle to get a grip You're the main ingredient To this disobedience And it's my anxious irrelevance I'm saddened by what I represent What am I proving, constantly losing, honor is bruising Natural instinct to act defensive When you're a problematic subject