why did you say what you said when the hummingbird vanished from sight? a sudden, swelling heat in the dark october night. you laughed and your eyes were alive, and i knew that the moment had finally arrived. and i reached out and held for your hand and held on tight. you said the right thing. you fixed everything as the stars formed a canopy over spirit lake. you said what you said. the stars grew softer overhead. i was on fire. i was on fire for you.